January 2010
62 posts
Its the last day of summer holidays, for me. Tomorrow we start school. I can’t say I’m not excited, or nervous, all the same.
Before we know it, it’ll be autumn. I’m excited for that, too.
it was who she was.
she wears bright and sparky converse made with yellows and reds, with bright pink laces [even though she doesn’t like pink] and with words that say love all along the side, because those shoes speak out and scream with a smile when she’s being quiet. one person even once said to here, “I’m sorry I can’t hear you, your shoes are too loud.”
she isn’t afraid...
disenchantedhearts:
A Lack of Colour- Death Cab...
When a good person dies, there should be an impact...
(via fearlessfight)
1:29am
I need to be getting to sleep earlierrrrr.
I seem to realise things quite often.
1. I realised that painting with watercolours is fun and brilliant and so so easy. And I can’t wait for art this year at school.
2. When I saw Him this afternoon, and there’s no way in hell he couldn’t have seen me, and my friend brought him into the conversation; my heart made that skittish beat it always does for him and I got really giggly. I’m still not over him.
3....
You know what made me smile today,
was when i was walking home with my friend, and the boy I’ve had feelings for drove past. As always, his sister was driving.
“I always know its them both whenever I see her car.” “They go everywhere together- they both always come into my shop haha.” “Really?” “Yeah. All. The. Time. They’re like. BFFs.”
and then I smiled, because for...
I want that kind of love someday.
The reason I want to fall in love someday and have him fall in love with me too, is because I want someone to like every single thing about me. The first time I ever fell in love, I loved everything about him. The things that made me smile, the things that made me laugh, even the things he did that annoyed me and the things that he did that made me angry. I loved him for everything he was. And I...
disenchantedhearts:
You Had Me At Hello- A Day...
on monday, i start year 11 in school. [i’m. scared. shitless.]
I have a feel this year is going to be bad. its going to be good, I know that. I’ve got really sweet classes and I will do good and get better grades this year [last year I barely passed 7 out of 8 classes I had. yeesh]. But friendship-wise, its going to be bad. It already is bad.
paint a thousand words on canvas
i haven’t done a watercolour painting in about 4 years or so, I sat down today on my bed, with some old drawings and my new watercolour pencils and a paintbrush and a glass of water
and i just slapped on some colour and it made me want to do a painting. do a real painting.
such a cliche.
I have a crush on a guy that works in the biggest record store in my city. He has blonde and brown streaked hair. He has the most amazing blue eyes. Or hazel eyes. [I’ve forgotten already. Darn.] And he speaks in a friendly tone of voice and he needs to shave really badly.
I called the store this morning to ask about exchanging a [The Cure] shirt I bought a month ago. And I think by how he...
dear god I laugh like my grandmother does.
"Josie?"
“I need your number, youu.” “Can you spell my name?” “J-o-s-e-l-y-n?” “Haha, not quite. Almost though-“ “I’ll just put you under Josie.” “Josie?” “The blink 182 song. You remind me of it.”
Is it silly to say adore how you always say I remind you of songs? Is is silly to say that I adore how you think of me...
[i'm sorry for all the negative posts lately.]
why is it that the older you become
the guy that had smelt extra good, had really nice hair and shared the most amazing smile
turns out to be the bad guy?
I jinx everything.
e v e r y t h i n g .
the way you move ain’t fair you know
Good morning.
I haven’t had my coffee yet. Don’t make me kill you.
:)
sighhh.
He’s not going to reply, is he.
do it.
Wow. I just sent him a comment. I haven’t spoken to him in two months.
You are not alone
But you are lonely.
I'm still dreaming.
Lately I’ve been such a dreamer. But, I’m glad the nightmares are finally gone [I hope I don’t speak too soon].
Last night I dreamt I finally told you. I told I really, really liked you. [but I didn’t say love.] And you told me you had big feelings for me. But when I asked you if you wanted a relationship out of this, you paused. You paused for a long time. “I...
I hate it how its times like these I lose faith in humanity. What happened to our generation?
summer heat.
Right now, it is 34 degrees in summer. And it is raining. It hasn’t rained for months.
The air hasn’t smelt this sweet in a long time. <3
fearlessfight:
deathofaromantic:
Hey, Soul...
“Our hearts are
Heavy and Light.”
– To Write Love On Her Arms, http://www.twloha.com/index.php.
its 1:06am.
Time to say goodnight and try avoiding the god damn nightmares for a night.
we are tired and we are alive.
I adore those nights in breaks off school that you spend the night at someone’s house and all you do is anything&everything but sleeping.
and in the morning when we all go home, we all hug each other goodbye with sleepless eyes and we all wonder if life could be any sweeter than this.
Personally, I’d skip a party or a night drinking our lives away, to spend a night just doing...
Can anybody read me loud and clear?
i read you loud and clear. i read you loud and clear. i read you loud and clear. i read you loud and clear.
[thesundancekids.]
two sides. make. you. think.
The thing I like about growing up, is we have to learn to make decisions. Whether they are good decisions or not, I don’t know.
But this is one decision I can’t make. This whole love thing. It really occupies my thoughts, its made me think so much over it. I’ve thought I’d made the decision before, but then I changed it, went back to it, changed it again, and it just keeps...
it was a good day
but I feel
lost.
sunny summers with clouds.
We’re off to the beach. I’m so happy. It was forecast to be cloudy today, too. And to be getting colder. I’m really happy.
